I was digging the land,
To plant a dandelion,
Digging and ploughing
I went too deep.
Using my spade
I found a person, in vain.
Buried and almost dead.
The smell was so unbearable,
I could taste its bitterness,
I could hear the insects moving and eating it.
I tried touching it,
It was cold and almost putrid,
Even decaying — already dead,
Hair and nails.
But I liked how it looked,
Very content.
At peace.
I tried to pull it out,
But the remaining skin
Peeled off the bones
With worms and blood in my hand,
I pulled it out,
Laid it on the ground.
The contentment on the half eaten face was bothering me,
Out of jealousy,
I started tearing her apart,
To look who she was.
To look how she lived.
To look how rotten she is.
To look what's left.
To see her inside out.
I stared from the head,
And tried opening up her brain.
I used a hammer to smash it.
It broke into 2 pieces,
Now I could see her brain,
I almost threw up.
When I took a closer look at it,
Everything seemed so intertwined,
In spirals.
I tried looking into her brain,
It was mushed and turned into paste.
But somehow she seemed more relaxed.
After I smashed her brains out.
Quite literally.
I could see the deep gashes,
Cuts and nooks,
The skin was almost black with hints of purple,
Covered in red,
White sneaking above.
I tried tearing her limbs out,
Each arm
And each leg out.
I was just holding the bones with a splatter of veins and red tinted pain.
How does she look even more at peace???
This made me very furious,
Because now she just had her torso left.
I ripped everything apart,
Reaching for the heart.
It started beating again!
The dead and the death did not scare me,
It was life and being alive.
I gasped and I stopped.
I heard a small whisper....
"I'm indebted to you for giving me the biggest gift."
The silence had a voice now,
And I didn't know where to look.
It was the beating heart.
I apologized, cried and asked what gift?
It said,
"Thank you for tearing me, and making me fully dead, for I've never felt so alive and at ease."
I was sobbing, crying my eyes out,
As I held the hammer.
For my final act of kindness,
I smashed the heart,
And heard the sigh of relief.
I'm drenched in blood.
Her bloodied tears in my eyes,
I picked her remains,
Piece by piece,
Gathered her,
And Buried the finally dead corpse.
I took that dandelion
And planted it on her grave.
Now she's free,
To grow into a sapling,
To become the yellow bright flower,
To become the seeds,
To flee and wander the world,
Now she's free.